Some Where Only We Know

A Better Tomorrow

2011-11-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

Attended with sis at her friend's wedding dinner last night, sat beside an English teacher. We spent most of the time chatting with the teacher instead of enjoying the food. We talked basically everything, from career to marriage life, from very down moment in life to very successful in everything. I do not know the best way to express myself in words over here, what I can share is I see things differently from now. I used to be very inferior, lack of self-confidence, and tend to be materialistic...just very negative.

I laid on the bed, closed my eyes and try to recall what I have done in my past few weeks, months and years. Suprisingly I only recall vivid memories, not suprisingly there were also few sad state of affairs. This positive force has drived me to look for a better tomorrow.

Think of what you desperately wish in your life, ask for it and eventually you will receive. May the joy be with you forever.

I do believe there are things 'forever', forever till your last breath.

God bless you forever.

We reap what we sow

2011-08-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

Its 31st August, after midnight, it will be one year already. I was here for 1 year already. How time passed...-listening to Lullabye by Yiruma-

I feel extremely down today. You didnt reach me when I need it. What are the sign hinted to me all these while? I am confused, I am upset, and I am a lil lost. Anyway, still want to thank you for all these while.

Well, been hearing about his name while I was in my third year. Remembered it was told by my mathematics lecturer, he managed to gain admission to pursue Masters in Imperial College. They want me to go over once I finished my degree program. Told me that you attended a seminar few years ago and I was there too. How coincidence, and finally I met him this evening after work. We chat for awhile, hey, I know i am not so intelligent, but your words has unconsciously hurting me ok! Anyway, many thanks for your help and the payment, you are the only last person who I can approach. It is totally a released as the due date is 2nd Sep and I am going back hometown tomorrow. Reaching out to someone who is indeed of your help is really something, and that person will never forget you, ever. I know it was a small favor but really meant alot to me. - Thank you CG -

I was delighted when your email came in couple minutes ago, but I am still down.

****** Happy 1 year anniversary to me in Singapore ******

Stars

2011-05-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

Have you look at the sky tonight already? I've been staying in Singapore for almost 9 months already and tonight is the first night I saw stars shinning very bright in the sky, as if something extremely big and good is going to happen! Awesome!

I feel very happy today, even though I came back late from office, bout 10pm due to some urgent work to submit and the usual meeting. Somehow, I felt that I have been doing the right things and commits good vows to God and keep it as promised. The best part is when the loved ones agreed and support whatever i am doing.

Went to one of the oldest temple today after meeting, I felt so de stress and that kind of happiness is real hard to express, I kneed down and starts to pray, eventhough we are rushing back to office, but the little time spent for prayers really worth a million things. Had dinner in NTU, I felt the peacefulness and gratitude with the surrounding conditions in the university especially when it was surrounded by people, students, lecturer and even the cleaner. Thank God for creating such an excellent human brain to take care of just about everything and every living thing.

Stars still shinning, something good is ahead of us, may the joy be always with you:-)

Thank God. Om Mani Padme Hum

Ask, BELIEVE, and Receive

2011-05-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

A Secret Scrolls message from Rhonda Byrne
Creator of The Secret and The Power

Ask, Believe, Receive - just three simple steps to create what you want. However, very often the second step, believe, can be the most difficult one. And yet it is the greatest step you will ever take. When you master believing, you have mastered your life.

To master believing, all you have to do is tip the balance of your thoughts, words, and actions, from 'not believing' to believing. The ONLY thing that can ever get in the way of manifesting what you want, is having more thoughts of 'not believing', speaking more words of 'not believing', and taking more actions of 'not believing', than you are of believing. Base the majority of your thoughts, words, and actions in believing, and the law of attraction must obey you.

Believing contains no doubt. Believing does not waiver. Believing is absolute faith. Believing remains steadfast despite what is happening in the outside world.

Focus Intensely on NOW

2011-05-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Stress, worry, and anxiety simply come from projecting your thoughts into the future and imagining something bad. This is focusing on what you don't want! If you find that your mind is projecting into the future in a negative way, focus intensely on NOW. Keep bringing yourself back to the present.

Use all of your will, and focus your mind in this very moment, because in this moment of now there is utter peace.

Love=Marriage

2011-05-02T21:46:00.003+08:00

I truly believe that Love, is when two person like each other and care for each other very much. A true marriage life is when two person love each other and they are ready to commit themselves to form a family which will be happiness forever. I'm not sure if one married for the sake of forming a family, to have kids and eventually live together and slowly develope the love for each other could last long...it is very sad isnt it? I read an article about a man married a lady was to have a family without the love for her, but to have kids. I don't quite believe it, how could you married someone without loving her? Marriage is simple because LOVE, CONCERN, you want to CARE for her/him, you feel good when he/she is around...etc. MARRIAGE=LOVE. one will never married the person he/she doesn't like.

It is LIFE

2011-04-24T21:46:00.001+08:00

When a big change occurs in your life it forces you to change direction. Sometimes the new path may not be easy, but you can be absolutely certain that there is magnificence for you on the new path. You can be absolutely certain that the new path contains things that you could not have experienced otherwise.

When we look back at a negative event that occurred in the past, we often see how in fact it transformed our life. We see how that event directed us toward a life that we would not change for anything.

Life can be as beautiful as you thought of

2011-04-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

Thing changed...to a better one than before...I was blessed by God and people around me...Thank you very much. I felt love, care and concern....it is very touching. So for as long as you have a positive thought in your mind, things you wish could be a reality one day.... You are what you think...

Sad

2011-03-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

It is very very sadden when everything just gone wrong...

What am I supposed to do...

2011-02-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

What will be our future like? What am I doing right now? Am I wasting my time? Am I doing the right thing? What am I supposed to do?

I have to decide, decide on where to go…

I cant waste my time just like this…

The feeling is very confused...

I need to find a way out…

I have to go…really gotta go…

Currently listening to...

~I want to Know What Love is-Foreigner~

Happy Chap Goh Mei-Happy Chinese V-day

2011-02-17T23:18:00.004+08:00

I know I have to settle something very important, something to do with my future, something very urgent....but somehow I came over and here I am to share with you some recent thoughts that have in my mind that had accumulated for quite sometime already....(under extremely sleepy condition)

Gotta submit some urgent design work on tomorrow morning...somehow, I don't really feel the stress anymore, for as long as the confidence is there... I have very good feeling in my workplace recently...I feel there are more works coming and we can grow!as in bigger and stronger...and especially the relationship between the colleague grow better and more lovely...ouh, please forget about those annoying people...its their nature that we can no longer give'em advices..

Not sure if it was due to the weather or working in a fully air conditional room, I have suffered from chapped craked peeling lips. It comes on and off, and sometimes it was painful and feel very uncomfortable. Haven't got a time to buy an onitment yet...been very busy these day. Do you know that working in Singapore can be quite fun sometimes? I like the night lighting especially after meeting at night...walking in the night...feels the cold breeze...some area can be very lovely and beautiful! yes...of course, provided that someone is able to bring us there;) I still love the night I spent at Sentosa watching the Songs of the Sea...though the session was very short, but I really enjoyed it and will treasure the moment in my mind forever. Its Chap Goh Mei today, and what people used to call the Chinese Valentine's Day...Well, how you spent the last day of Chinese New Year 2011? Burning some gold paper for the God and do some praying? Dating at a high class restaurant? Working very hard until forgotten your dinner?...I spent my good day in workplace, and had a late meeting at a Japanese company with my colleague, and had a very warm good simple dinner at Crystal Jade La Mian XLP, its near to Lucky Plaza. I am feeling goooooood:) so do you?

Ouh yes...talk about my GM!You!yes...you! you are marvellous...you can know everything and you just so expert in everything...kind, soft-hearted, caring, patience, top, low profile...how can I be like you?! I have meet alot of different kind of people in my life...some are bad, tricky, thrifty, but some are very good, thoughtful, admiring...you are extremely uniquely gooood! will learn from you the best I can...really pray and wish there are more people like you! he care very much for the staff, and jokes with us, treated us in every single meal, cuts fruit in the office! get along pretty well with us and count my blessing, am very close with him...and so I learn really alot from him...from engineering to psychology, from food to live optimistically...just about everynthing....God bless :) Its really a blessing to have meet this kind of people...almost extinct species!

I do (Cherish you)--am listening to this song...very peaceful...feeling upmost gratitude...thank you the blessing from my parents, my sister...thank you and for those who come into my life...Thank God for answering my prayers...

I hereby wish everyone...Have a Good GOOOD year ahead and do not turn yourself down when you encounter some problem...always pray and believe in God. He does exists...

+~The harder you work, the luckier you become~+

Random Sweet Dreams

2011-02-16T08:06:00.005+08:00

I had one last night...a very sweet one but somehow annoying...

This guy hold my hand and we were at the escalator...I tried to let go...but he hold my hand very tightly and refused to let go...said:aiya...our colleague will see la...lolx...deng...he has a very smooth hand..right...its just a dream :)

Went for a meeting last night...and dragged until very late...we almost secure the job!Hopefully yea...went for Pizza after that with my gm...what an exhausted night but good good night.

Veggie Lover

Lunch at a vegetarian restaurant near Jurong Bird Park with GM CH and M Jimmy

Working with Anger

2010-12-01T20:12:00.006+08:00

Do you believe in karma?

Yes, I definitely believe in it.

First, let's look at what we did in this life to encounter others who treat us poorly. How did we get into this situation? What did we do that aggravated the other person and made him act this way towards us? We must be very honest with ourselves. Maybe we really weren't so innocent. Maybe we were trying to manipulate the other person and he didn't fall for it. He got upset and so we play hurt and offended. But in fact, our own behaviour brought the situation about.

By being introspective, we'll notice our faults and can correct them. The we won't find ourselves in such unpleasant situations in the future.

This means we take responsibility for being in that situation, regardless of whether or not the other person is making an indue fuss. By acknowledging our mistakes or wrong motivations, we'll become aware of how our behaviour affects other people. By avoiding destructive behaviour in the future, we won't activate others to harm us.

That's looking at what we did in this lifetime to trigger the event. Let's now look from a broader viewpoint, over the course of many lifetimes. This brings in the topic of karma, which is the intentional actions. Our actions leave imprints on our consciousness. These imprints later ripen and influence our experiences.

What we experiences now is a result of what we have done in previous lifetimes...I can tell that not many of you who are reading this believe in this isn't it? Let's say someone is beating is, this signifies that in previous lives we have harmed others. To experience that effect now, we must have done something previously. Karma- action and its result is like a boomerang. We throw it out and it comes back to us. Similarly, if we treat others in a certain way, we put that energy into the universe- and it comes back to us later.

Understanding this allows us to accept responsibility for the situation.

May the joy always be with you

2010-11-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Imagine writing an email of what you want to the Universe. When you are happy that your email is very clear, you hit "Send" and you know your request has gone into the ethers. You also know that the Server of the Universe is an automatic system, and it doesn't question email requests. Its job is simply to fulfil every request.
If you begin to worry and stress that you haven't got what you wanted, then you have just sent another email to the Universe to stop your order. And then you wonder why you haven't received what you asked for.
Once you Ask, know that the Server of the Universe is an automatic infallible system that never fails, and expect to receive your request!

May the joy be with you

2010-11-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

Every day, or at the very least once or twice a week, take a few minutes and focus on seeing yourself in joy. Feel yourself in joy. Imagine only joy ahead in your life and see yourself basking in it. As you do this the Universe will move all people, circumstances, and events to bring you that joy. You can't be in joy if you have money worries, or health worries, or relationship problems with friends or family. So deposit some joy in the bank of the Universe as often as you can. There isn't an investment that is more worthwhile.

Rhonda Byrne

A time for myself

2010-10-19T20:26:00.006+08:00

Went for few meeting with three of my bosses this afternoon, met up with the company CEO and some other engineers and project manager. We had a grand lunch at Lagun Club, the dinning hall is just right besides the huge lake, very beautiful golf coast scence. It is tough for a newbie like me to mingle in with their strange conversation topic, current issues...etc. I think what a fresh graduate must do the moment they step into working world is to make sure be alert and study people's personality, foresee something that is going to happen, have sometime for yourself to do meditation. With these, we can actually remember every event we carried out everyday very well, especially whatever we said, think, learn and hear-improve your memory.

To survive in a fiercely competitve job market, one need to be extremely alert and have a very good memory. With these two, I personally think one would have no issue in getting a position with good pay.

Listening to my favourite music...while making my personal daily diary...feel very peaceful and filled with gratitude...am gonna attend a course this few days, very glad that company is so generous to pay such a huge sum of money in investing their people...

Its incredible...

-Unforgettable-Frank Sinatra-

-I Love You For Sentimental Reasons-Nat King Cole-

Thank You once again-My Graduation

2010-10-15T21:23:00.007+08:00

I feel so proud for my family, my dad, my mum and my only sister. They've brought me to who I am now...I am proud of my university, I must thank you my lecturers, my professors, my faculty dean...and lastly, thank you my friends. Without each and everyone of you, there will be no Sin Mei. I am so touch when mom secretly put the red packet under my phone, sis sacrified her annual leave for me, and dad book the hotel 1 month earlier before my graduation. So so Thankful.

It was a very tiring day on the 9,10 and 11 Oct 2010, but at the same time will be the most important and meaningful day I will never forget in my life. It's my degree graduation!

Waking up at 4.30am for the entire 3 days was really exhausting. Landmark hotel doesn't provide very good services, I'll say you better book Catherina hotel instead! 9 Oct 10, Vice Chancellor Award Ceremony. It was held at the Examination Hall, F2, it was a shame not to meet those who suppose to attend, they prefer to work (the reason is that they work half day on Sat and get a full day pay!) and that they do not have to apply unpaid leave, so they were absence. Anyway, mum and dad are really proud cause they managed to sit with both the Deputy Vice Chancellor! It was so great to see my name appeared on the list and its written "VIP 1" table :D which mean there will be people serving food for us instead of taking it all yourself (its buffet). The food were so excellent-nasi briyani! - one of my fav's.

10-10-10 Sunday

This is the first day of convocatio, only for PhD graduates, Masters, DPLI and Special award graduates. I was awarded Chancellor Award and recieving it from our Sultan Johor. All the graduates have to register themselve, prepare and wait at the Lecture Hall 2 (DK2). It is because Sultan Johor was giving out the award, we were all told to say "Menjunjung Kasih Tuanku" and makesure we 'Keksi", both are a must! Later then we queue and move to the DTII Hall. When the time come, my name was mentioned very loud and clear and it is the first name called out-I was panic! I do not know why and how, I never do both the MUST to do that we were all told. All the graduates did that except me! gosh...when I heard my name, my mind go blank, totally...haha it was so bad isn't it?

Thanks Wan Mei for attending it on our first day!:D

Then the next day...

11-10-10

I told myself I must remember to do it this time and it was our Pro Chancellor this time. Luckily I did all I suppose to :) Few sms wishes was sent to my mobile, one is from a very strict, very fierce, very responsible lecturer, Mr Adanan, and the other one I could remember was from my boss. Later then some lecturer called up and also friends who never forget me;) Thanks yea!

Thank you Suan, your the very first friend I met when I come out from the hall (its really crowded)

The afternoon...

Dato has been sooo kind to organised a Homecoming Program at RECESS to welcome us and our family members for a grand lunch I'll say. The food-Thumbs up! Thank you Dr Lee for calling and joined us for the meal.

Left: Ah Jie, me, Mom, Dato' Ismail, Prof. DC, Assoc. Prof. Lee, and dad.

Kent and I-Thanks for coming buddy!

Best IAI London partner! with AMI.

UTHM Civil Engineering Graduates

Prof DC, me and Dato Ismail at Recess

Why still single?

2010-10-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

When people asked me why are you still single? and my answer will somehow be as simple as i want to be single and freedom...but when I think deeply, actually mature one are hard to find ;)

How to you find your works are interesting?

2010-09-27T21:38:00.004+08:00

It is very rare for people to like working, some, or perhaps most work for the sake of money....well, I am one of them of course:P but think of the other way, when you like something in the office, eventually you'll like to go to work, cause you're looking forward to see it, or maybe him/her, your colleagues or even your bosses. Some might have love their work just because they like the work itself (very very extremely rare)....Hmm...I'm getting used to my working environment already, my females' colleagues are all very nice and good to me, not the guy. So in my department, there are only 3 gals including me, the rest are all men. Work with 7 bosses, there are just too awesome, there's once when I work late and he offer to send me back, reach right infront of my house! and then the next day, one of the bosses bring me and my colleage for a site visit, also bring us to try some nice food!....Just last Saturday, I've already planned to go back home, and the bus pick up point is really far from my work place(it took 1 1/2 hours), so they allow me to join them for another site visit, and after that send me to the bus terminal....very nice man uh!:D I never met bosses that always care for the staff. When the first time work in oversea, totally strange place, my boss give me all the informations I needed, such as what type of phone card I gotta buy to make cheaper phone call to home, what type of cab to take to go back hometown...drive me back instead of stopping at the nearby station like other people did...making sure I am safe returning home by asking the staff to send me home even tho' they can't manage to...:) I feel very glad to work under him. I like my work because of you. Thank you!

~We work for you not because we are afraid of you, but we respect you~

p.s.: this is actually the security guard from my university told me, he respect our ex-vice chancellor alot(Prof. Dato Dr Ismail Bin Hj. Bakar)

End of the Road

2010-09-13T21:39:00.005+08:00

I don't know how and why, somehow when I listen to this song i think of a friend, and i miss those day we were in the uni:)

I like this song so much:)

...its by Boyz II Men...

(spoken)Girl you know we belong together

I have no time for you to be playing

With my heart like this

You’ll be mine forever baby,

you just see

(verse)

We belong together

And you that I’m right

Why do you play with my head,

Hy do you play with my mind?

Said we’d be forever

Said it’d never die

How could you love me and leave me

And never say good-bye?

Girl I can’t sleep at night without holding you tight

Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry

Pain in my head oh I’d rather be dead

Spinnin’ around and around

Chorus:

Although we’ve come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Come to the end of the road

Still I can’t let you go

It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,

You just don’t realize

You’ve never been there before

It’s only your first time

Maybe I’ll forgive you, hmm

Maybe you’ll try

We should be happy together

Forever, you and i

Girl, you love me again like you loved me before

This time I want you to love me much more

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me, don’t let me down

Chorus(spoken)Girl I’m here for you

All those times of night when you just hurt me

And just run out with that other fella

Baby I knew about it, I just didn’t care

You just don’t understand how much I love you do you?

I’m here for you

I’m not out to go out and cheat on you all night

Just like you did baby but that’s all right

Hey, I love you anyway

And I’m still gonna be here for you ’till my dying day baby

Right now, I’m just in so much pain baby

Coz you just won’t come back to me

Will you? just come back to me

(lonely)

Yes baby my heart is lonely

(lonely)

My heart hurts baby

(lonely)

Yes I feel pain tooBaby please

This time instead just come to my bed

And baby just don’t let me go

Chorus

Chorus (a cappella)

p.s.: and...I let it go...wish you'll be there for my convocation ceremony on the 10th...

My days in office

2010-09-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

"WOW"....thats what I wanna say about my new company. First thing is-rich(yeah, to me yes, even the pen i used are all branded, mostly Pilot, eraser are made from Germany, good quality sticker, whatever you want, just take, and all brand new:D:D and just today, office came one middle size dispenser, it contained of white coffee, my fav milo, and milk tea. Do not need to mention about the IT thing, all high tech, HP prof laptop, ordered brand new logitech wireless mouse for me, company transportation provided everyday, pick up point from mrt station. It is just too wow! In fact, there will be a Bowling tournament at the end of this month, competition held at Jurong Point, among a group of 2 male and 1 females from different department, HR, ground engineering, marine engineering department and so on...winners would be awarded 200 dollars each, that is what i recieved from the mail and company advertisement!argh, i missed out the females football tournament last month! They even have different type of game competition in the company!I wish the badminton one come in next month!!

Mrt service is down on tomorrow for certain area, but guess what, I am sure not all people are aware of this, so there are some gov servant, i guess, distributing the broucher at the exit, like when we swap out the card from mrt station and kept on reminding the people about this matter. They are really concern about the nation. Needless to mention about Malaysia, not because it is big, London is bigger...the different between these 2 countries is only the people-asian and white, and the weather, else, there make no different to stay in England or Singapore. Argh, one more thing, you dont really see people reading in the mrt in S'pore, but in London tube, you dont see people talking, but reading! they have people giving out press, magazine for free at the entrance of the tube and kept on saying ' please read', so these are a few diff I can judge throughout my stay in S'pore and London. There are more to say though, I'll post up more later.

Ielts results out today, I am okay with the results, in fact it is out of my expectation, am very glad to have high score in section where I dont expect it to be. Somehow, speaking section was the worse one for me though I thought it should be the best one.:( a lil dissapointed for this. By the way, still wanna congrate my frends who scored good results:) and cheers for those who do not.

Anxiety

2010-08-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

2 more days to go, and im gonna leave home for a totally new environment already. Working in a new strange place without own transportation is really a challenge to me. Having to learn t0 use the public transportation is one matter, forcing myself to wake up 6 a.m. everyday is really a serious matter! I doubt my ability to work 6 days a week and 9 hours a day...its hard, tough. But then think it the other way, its gonna be nice meeting up with new colleagues, having to walk less than half miles to mrt station and food court for dinner, gather with coursemate from university, sitting in the coffee shop after working hour, hit the sack before 10 p.m., earning stipend with currency exchange rate of 2.3....its gonna be great!

Attended an international english test last couple of days in Corus Hotel and British Council, and it went well. Just a lil bit scary was when taking the reading paper, in fact, it has 40 questions to be done in 60 mintues, you have to do skimming, able to scan and take the main point in a very short time, 3 passages with more than 1000 words each. In the beginning of the third passage, I was caught with cold, bad running nose! I cant really focus until they announced we still have 20 minutes left, nevertheless I managed to finish it on time. Thank God. Guess what? I am still having the cold, bad cold and cough even though had taken 12 capsules of Carinox. ):

I am leaving soon...and Im going to miss home real bad...time spent with mom and dad and sis was precious...:')

Way to go...

2010-08-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

I was in Selangor last week, accompanied by mum and stay in sis's house. For the sake of preparing myself for the exam which is gonna be held on 21 August. Have you ever imagine that you are going to write again the english essays in 40 minutes for 250 words and 20 minutes for a 150 words at least? Those has been ages for me...am a lil regret to pay for this exam now as I have limited time in preparing for it...:( jz pray for the best..God bless me and everyone:)

~do not have to worry about things that can be done, whilst there's no point to worry for things that cannot be done~

LAWS

2010-07-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

It belongs to LAWS-Lina,Alicia,WanInn, and Sin Mei

我敬爱的教授

2010-07-07T18:58:00.010+08:00

车窗开着的，冷冷的风正吹向我的脸。。。驶到大学的四周围绕一绕，让我感到有些酸酸的感觉。我一直都觉得在大学的日子是最快乐的，当你遇到困难时教授一定会毫不犹豫地帮你解决。生活在一个不同种族的国家难免会有歧视和你不同的种族。但是，他，我最尊重的拿督教授，是一位非常好的人。不管是教授，朋友，还是身为一位父亲，他都会做到最好。还记得有一次，是我在大学第四年的时候，进行泥土的科学研究遇到了困难，需要用到一个非常昂贵的器具。告诉了教授，他一听了马上就拿起手提电话打给了供应商。就在不必经过慢长步骤的情况下，我的器具在不到一周就装配好放在我的研究桌上了。

在2009年的夏天，和教授及系友参与了一个会议。在会议当中，教授介绍了几个大人物给我包括了一位英国的教授。就这样，告诉了教授我非常想到伦敦见识见识。短短的三个月里，教授成功了得到伦敦建议书的批准。在2009年的冬天，就这样实现了我的梦想。我抵达了伦敦。

几个礼拜前，收到了新加坡一间工程公司的电子邮箱。我被录取了，将会是一位真正的工程师！
已经有一段日子没到新加坡了，完全没概念公司的所在地，必须到那儿租房子？更本就傻乎乎似的。听到了教授在技术人员办公室提到将会到新加坡大学办点事，就问了教授是否能伴随着去新加坡大学。教授考虑了一会就答应了。伴随着教授和两位研究员抵达了新加坡大学，就在回国的路程中教授问了要不要顺便参观‘工程公司’。更本没做好准备的我，也不肯定公司的地址，司机还驶到错了的地点。教授不但没生气，而且还安慰我会找到公司的。用了整整半小时，终于找到了。结识了三位老板，教授还帮我说了好话！

每当在大学遇到最烦恼的时候，他总是帮我解决了种种的问题。他的安慰，付出，帮助，劝导将让我永远不会忘记。非常高兴及幸运会是教授的学生，也非常感激教授的一却付出。

谢谢您教授。

教授，Prof. Dato' Dr. Ismail bin Hj. Bakar 和我

p.s.:说真的，这类型的人还是我第一次遇到的，快要灭种了！

Realistic

2010-06-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Had a good chat with my roomie, talked about working in Singapore, some ppl, they went over for the sake of earning money, and save the most they can. when they came back to Mys,they tends to show off, even with a small little post, they are vry proud of themselves. This kinda senario of course, does happened in the world today, very much indeed. Pity them, they dont even know how's the big world are like today. Yes, money played the biggest role in one person's life, but wut would it be when ur gettin old?does ppl wanna recruit you anymore?without the 'u knw wut', ppl wont want you when your no longer profited their company.

This is just how cruel the world is...face it.

The Secret

2010-06-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

Every night before you fall asleep, replay in your mind the good moments of the day, and give heartfelt thanks for each one of them. Think about the next day also, and intend that it is going to be amazing, that it is going to be filled with love and joy, and that all good is coming to you. Intend that it is going to be the best day of your life. Then when you wake in the morning, BEFORE you get out of bed, declare your intentions again for the day and give deep thanks as though you have received them all.

U appear when the other left

2010-06-21T15:44:00.002+08:00

S go off the other night and the other s appear today...am i supposed to feel happy for myself? really have good fate with the S fren!

Sleepless night

2010-06-21T10:47:00.002+08:00

It was sooo hard to fall asleep last night...all kind of stuff like stored well in my brain with 100 save in the brain memory...I don't even wanted to remember but it just cant go off just like that...how pathetic am I! It strike me this morning the moment i woke...:(

mE & yOu

2010-06-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

I'll Be Missing You - afternoon class yr 1999

Las Ketchup - Mom, Cempaka shop 2002

简单爱- Wendy Chan, District sports competition 2002

爱在西元前 - Hui Ling, MGSS Sports day 2003

You Make Me Wanna - Suet Yeen 2003

Because of You - Celine Tan 2003
Dancing Queen - Winter Sonata 2003

Forever Love - Che, back from tuition 2006

Without You - Che, TSN B111 2006

霍元甲 - Pre-U, GSC 2006

A Thousand Mile - Alarm tone 2006

Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Jie 2006

Lonely - Jie Nokia 6670 2006

Don't Forget About Us - Malaysia Idol 2006

Matsuri - UTP 2006

Is It You? - Khian 2006

In Da Club - Dad 2006

Kiss Goodbye - Nianche, back from tuition 2006

My Love - Roomie Chin B111 2006

Say It Right - Roomie Chin, our fav 2006

Where Is The Love - spin round with Kinks in Mlc, headin to MGS 2007

Sway - Mom ringtone 2007

Apologize - CY and friends 2007

Lost - Suan, lunch in PR 2007

Please forgive Me - Hotlink mobile caller ringtone 2007

Baby Love - My Fav 2007

Umbrella - William car, headin for lunch 2007

Home - KFC with friends in PR 2008

With You - Making video in TF for friends 2008

Better In Time - YuXin, Suan, G3D-310 2008

1973 - Cut and Curl 2008

Cookie Jar - Traffic project in BP 2008

A Moment Like This - Suan 2008

爱我还是她- Kinks Mlc 2008

What You Got - Susan, KD house 2008

Because I'm A Girl - Ramesh, 3rd Sem 2008

Love Story - 3rd Sem gals bathing, laying on bed 2008

We Are The World - Mom, 3rd sem Speghetti bridge 2008

So Close - Suan, movie 2008

T-Shirt - Lina and I teasin on the song lyrics 2008

Take you There - KD house, playing basketball 2008

The Scientist - Final exam 2008

When You Look At Me - TF Song dedication 2008

Whatever You Like - Tehel 2009

Dangerous - Worse results ever 2009

Tatoo - Justine's fav 2009

Low - Jie's fav, Susan 2009

Bleeding Love - YuXin, Ping Pong game in TF 2009

Break It Off - Suan new mobile 2009

Heartbreaker - Suan msg tone 2009

A Smile Like You, The Climb - Suan Blog 2009

Mad - Suan, My fav 2009

Do You Feel Me - My sweet time, My fav 2009

I'm Yours - Zu, Traffic project 2009

Now and Forever - Huggin, bettin farewell with friends Mlc bus terminal 2009

Kiss Me Through The Phone - Selva 2009

Poker Face - G3 168 2009

失落非主流 - Yene 2009

Nobody - Wee Teck 2009

Love Game - G3 Canteen 2009

Love In This Club - Night walk with friends 2009

Whatca Doin' - London tube 2009

Kiss The Rain - My fav, roomie Lina 2009

Won't Go Home Without You - Jie's fav 2010

Empire State of Mind - Playing badminton with roomie 2010

3 - Mom 2010

I'm Doin' Just Fine - UK video, Ramesh 2010

Breathless - Getz 2010
Down - Final Exam 2010

You Belong With Me - Dad, Oboe 2010

My fav:

I'll be Missing You, Smoke Gets In Your Eyes, Snow On The Sahara, Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Words, Supermassive Black Hole, Tik Tok, What You Got, Whatcha Say, 女人味

Dilemma

2010-06-11T00:31:00.006+08:00

Ok...where shall I start??

So many thing comes in a row...when ppl said "if your good, you dont have to look for the job, is the job that is chasing after you...well, somehow I agree to it.

how do I relate this statement to my current situation....

I can see many of my friends who scored pretty good results, they are then recommended by the senior to work in an established, huge/big (of course scary) company, and normally these people are well performed...and its always money that comes in their later part of life...plenty of it...and eventually become richie...so...this is life, a fresh graduate's mind should have thought of...isnt it great?of course some people will say why do I need to struggle so much since uni life is for people to enjoy and relax and have fun!...no objection of having some entertainment but do not forget the aims of entering into a university-to gain knowledge and perform well so that you will become one of the creatures to be vied for recruitment in the industry later on.

I has always dreaming to be an engineer, researcher...now...yes my dream is becoming a reality already, but when your wishes is fulfiling, you starts to have dilemma cause there are so many that came in a row....you have hard time for the decision to make...trust me this isnt an easy task to deal with.

Study? working? is working experience more important than to pursue a PhD? Questionmarks are all spining above my head now...I have got a really good position in a big establised company and at the same time I somehow recieved a greatest news in my life for pursuing PhD under a certain scholarship....again...it is a toughest decision to make. I am allow to do Permanent Head Damage in UK (there are, of course some requirements) without needed to undergo Masters. what would you do if you were me?...

Dreaming of Ireland

2010-06-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

My next target is Ireland, probably Northern Ireland which is a part of the United Kingdom. Heard it has had a troubled history about this Republic of Ireland from my lecturer who is now pursuing her PhD over there, but the country is stable now and makes an ideal place to visit on holiday. I just love the weather (winter!awww) and the western food! has yet to experience the real snow...lolx...sounds crazy just becasue of this Im dreaming of it, no...I have some plan actually. Well I will get to you soon on this.

Awesome cliffs of Ireland

Malahide Castle

Dublin

Towards the end of May

2010-05-21T09:48:00.002+08:00

Its been a rather tough time under industrial training...somehow i prefered to study forever and ever...forever a study life...its a an illusion tho' huh...

Contradictin'

2010-05-10T19:04:00.003+08:00

Recieved a call from a company this morning asking me to send a resume over, wants me to work straight after my industrial training....askin' what are my expertises, there are 2 options for me, either construction or consultant...depends on which i like...

well...which shall i choose?

I need some time to rest after struggling for 4 years in uni actually...and even for industrial training like now, my brain is stuffed with all sort of things, ideas, tension, stresses...as in were given few tasks, gonna done in 2 weeks time...especially when you have no one to guide you besides open back the book and study...apply the theory into practical is tough without someone who done it before. And of course was thinking to go for further...

I think i should just reject the offer from the company?

What shall i do?

Claudine

2010-05-06T21:44:00.001+08:00

Do you still remember this song?

this is the one i dedicated to you when we were having final examination...

I wished life is just as simple as what we wish...

哭笑不得

2010-05-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

你好绝啊。。。

笑吧，他不自得你去流泪。

批。三。：喜欢，让人真的好痛苦。

Satisfactory

2010-04-21T01:14:00.004+08:00

Its coming to the end of the semester already...somehow i dont feel sad just because this is my final year and final semester in university. I am glad that actually i've try my best in just about everything i do...though sometimes it wasnt what i expected.

hmm...i dint talked alot this sem...seriously i talked the less words i did in my life...rather i spent most of the time for myself...meditating....it wasnt that bad after all, its better than gossipin' round when starts to chat with friends...met few of new friends last couple of week, they were all talking and i was sitting there and listen...so is that what you gals are always talking about?gossipin' about people's bad thing...its boring...

3 final exam papers on next week and i haven done any revision yet...was busy with thesis...life was tough for a year 4 student i can tell....its not as easy as what people always mentioned: life in uni is like a bean curd...haha..well, no. its very challenging for sure.

Anyway...its almost done...a week later im gonna dump every single left over stuff in my brain. left over...yeah, bcause there'r still something i needa keep:)

p.s.:i dream of you last night, its really a sweet one..;)

A meal with both my Supervisor and Industrial Supervisor

2010-04-06T14:18:00.011+08:00

This is the second or third time already people kept telling me how lucky am I having such a great supervisor. I really am very thankful of being supervised under Dato Ismail....its my greatest honor to be under his guidance!:D and am very proud, of course:P hehe

Today is another great day for me tho', it good to have sitting down and have some meal with the industrial supervisor before starts attach in that particular company and deal with the boss, colleague, etc.... Ir. Dr. Gue See-Sew from G&P Professionals S/Bhd is my industrial supervisor and he was here today in university giving some geotechnical related seminar. I was lucky to being asked to join them for breakfast and lunch. So during lunch hour, Dato' and Dr Gue and Prof Azizan were having some serious talk about the current issue in geotechnical engineering field as well as not so serious topic like my industrial training activities. Dr. Gue is a serious and knowledgable person who shared alot of thoughts with us. Well, i dont even know there's a bridge collapsed in Muar recently...shame shamed...After the lunch, Dato fetched me back to uni, though it was a short distance from Parit Raja to UTHM, the driving speed of Dato has brought towards a pretty long conversation. He talks and shared alot of his past experienced with me especially when he was in LSU back in 20 years time then his family and cames across the students life of his in LSU.

Now i know better about my supervisor and Im gonna do well in my thesis to pay back back you in return. Thanks for being such a good supervisor to me:)

From left: Ir. Dr. Gue See-Sew, Prof. Azizam, Dato' Ismail and Alvin

me and...they were looking at the huge Muar portrait on the side wall

We were transfered to the upstair table as there have better environment and air-conditioned and we occupied the whole area!haha!...the meal was great and i ordered myself a basket of french fried!!:D

The Victor

2010-04-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

If you think you are beaten, you are.

If you think you dare not, you don’t

If you like to win but think you can’t,

It’s almost a cinch you won’t.

If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost.

For out in the world we find

Success begins with a fellow’s will

It’s all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed, you are.

You’ve got to think high to rise.

You’ve got to be sure of yourself before

You can ever win the prize.

Life’s battles don’t always go

To the stronger or faster man.

But sooner or later, the man who wins

Is the man who thinks he can.

Poet: C.W. Longenecker

Good Friday

2010-04-02T18:42:00.005+08:00

Today is the fifth day of the Holy Week called Good Friday. Christians around the world celebrate today’s holiday Good Friday commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, His death at Calvary, and his Resurrection from the grave, am pretty sure Malacca will be kind of merrier right now:D Still remember I was home last year's Good Friday, it was a great one as I travelled down to town with family, passing by the church and there were so many people around. Hope after this year, or I shall say after this month...I am going to completely release myself to the fullest!...very stress atm.

So what is A Good Friday?

Also known as Holy Friday and Great Friday, Good Friday is a time of reflection among Catholics. Traditions during Good Friday includes the prayers to each of the fourteen Stations of the Cross, fasting, various processions, the Way of the Cross, and a Passion play called Senakulo, among others.

However, there are some fanatics that because of their intense profession of faith to Jesus Christ, they want to mimic the crucifixion of Jesus Christ in that they themselves are being crucified into a cross during Good Friday. This can be seen in the predominantly Catholic country Philippines.

Moreover, if you are looking for some Good Friday quotes to share with your friends and relative this Good Friday, you can find some of them below:
“All His life long Christ was the light of the world, but the very noontide hour of His glory was that hour when the shadow of eclipse lay over all the land, and He hung on the Cross dying in the dark. At His eventide “it was light,” and, “He Endured the Cross, despising the shame” and, lo! the shame flashed up into the very brightness of glory, and the very ignominy and the suffering were “the jewels of His crown.”

“Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed.”

“The essence of that by which Jesus overcame the world was not suffering, but obedience. Yes, men may puzzle themselves and their hearers over the question where the power of the life of Jesus and the death of Jesus lay; but the soul of the Christian always knows that it lay in the obedience of Christ. He was determined at every sacrifice to do His Father’s will. Let us remember that; and the power of Christ’s sacrifice may enter into us, and some little share of the redemption of the world may come through us, as the great work came through Him.”

DO YOU HAVE THIS KNOWLEDGE???

2010-03-22T23:29:00.008+08:00

I personally hate the smell of
the mosquito coil unless i have no choice but to light it up. Now i have my fan brought all the way from home and my ceiling fan fixed, i definitely will never use a mosquito coil already. It is a chemical smoke and bad for one's health for sure even if you have no knowledge of how it works for a mosquito or even human being. The inhalation of mosquito coil smoke can caused selective damage to the lung and liver. The findings from the present study suggest that exposure to the smoke of mosquito coils can pose significant acute and chronic health risks. For example, burning one mosquito coil would release the same amount of P[M.sub.2.5] man as burning 75-137 cigarettes. The emission of formaldehyde from burning one coil can be as high as that released from burning 51 cigarettes!

Epidemiologic studies have shown that tong-term exposure to mosquito coil smoke can induce asthma and persistent wheeze.

Despite the fact that mosquito coil smoke may have many potential adverse health effects, large populations in developing countries still use mosquito coils in their daily lives.

And despite the test im having on tomorrow(which is actually today already, 17 hours to go), it jsut worth me to post this up on blog so that many of you out there realise that how badly can a mosquito coil affect our health. Did some finding from the net and i really like this, it is written by Jotman:

Just how safe are mosquito coils?

Walk down the main street of any tourist-town in Southern Thailand and you will likely find a mosquito coil smoking away under every table in just about every restaurant. The tourist wonders: is mosquito coil smoke hazardous to my health?

Travelers seem to fall into two camps on this issue. Some worry about it and try to avoid the mosquito coil smoke; others dismiss the health concern, considering the smoky coils a prudent precaution to thwart insects and the serious diseases they may harbor, most notably, dengue fever and malaria.

Jotman investigates.

According to a study by UC Riverside scientists, many mosquito coils – most notably those manufactured in Asia – often contain up to one percent BCME (which stands for bis[cloromethyl]ether, a chemical associated with the breakdown of S-2). BCME has been described as “the most potent lung cancer chemical ever discovered.” And lung cancer is just about the most deadly cancer known. In one Chinese factory where mosquito coils were manufactured, a large fraction of employees were dead within five years of starting their jobs. The cause? Lung cancer.

By contrast, no study of cigarettes has ever found tobacco smoke to pose any where near such a high risk. Put it this way: there is no comparison between cigarettes and mosquito coils. Another study -- one that only considered the amount of "small particulate matter" present in mosquito coil smoke (it did not investigate BCME question) -- found the coils to be about 100 times more hazardous to human health than tobacco smoke.

It is illegal to sell mosquito coils in the United States that contain BCME. Nevertheless, Chinese-made mosquito coils that contain BCME have penetrated the US market in recent years.

What to do about the risks associated with mosquito bites; the very real threat of contracting insect-born diseases like dengue and malaria? Mosquito bites can and should be prevented by each individual taking some basic personal precautions:

1. In the evenings or wherever mosquitoes are prevalent during the day, keep your body covered in light-colored clothing and spray insect repellent onto exposed extremities.

2. At night either sleep under a mosquito net, stay in room with well sealed mosquito screens, or sleep in an air-conditioned room.

3. Remember: malaria-bearing mosquitoes strike in the evening and at night. Dengue-carrying mosquitoes can strike at any time.

Burning a mosquito coil while you sleep is not a good idea. Mind you, this is exactly what Thai TV commercials urge the locals to do: one such advertisement shows a group of smiling Thai kids singing about virtues of mosquito coil smoke. Mosquito coils are a big business in Southeast Asia; companies with ties to corrupt governments are not about to let a real health hazard stand in the way of real profits. Whether you are a local, tourist, traveler, or foreign resident of Southeast Asia, it’s better to think for yourself and not blindly follow this mass-media dictated local custom. For as a UC Riverside research team concluded:

In many situations, it seems likely that the reality of mosquito-borne diseases (Mulla et al. 2001) may dominate determination of hypothetical risk:benefit ratios for mosquito insecticides delivered using devices such as coils. However, if BCME were an important environmental contaminant resulting from burning mosquito coils containing S-2, it would be impossible to maintain use given the well-established carcinogenicity of BCME in humans.

Translation: the risks associated with BCME are so incredibly high that even the contribution mosquito coils make towards stemming the world’s worst tropical diseases would not seem to outweigh the hazard.

My conclusion: Mosquito coil smoke is highly toxic to humans and should be avoided.

Another finding:

Toxic effects of mosquito coil - a mosquito repellent

The physical and chemical properties of the mosquito coil, a commonly used mosquito repellent in Asia and South America, were analysed by the Department of Anatomy, Chinese University of Hong Kong, Shatin, NT. The smoke emitted from the burning mosquito coil consists of submicron particles (diameter less than 1 micron) coated with a considerable amount of heavy metals, allethrin and a wide range of organic vapors, such as phenol and o-cresol. Therefore, a lengthy exposure to this smoke will cause adverse effects on the consumers.

for more info: refer to these web site:

http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0CYP/is_12_111/ai_109567744/

http://www.jotadventure.com/2007/02/just-how-safe-are-mosquito-coils.html

p.s.: i never meant to shout at anyone who is using it but so long as your concern about your health and people around you, starts to think about using it the next time you light it up, think about your health, if you have the symptoms I mentioned above, it might probably cause by the mosquito coil smoke.

Thank You my dear ex roomies

2010-03-20T01:03:00.004+08:00

I knew a lil it is gonna be like this, when you smile sek kee!haha....i can figure out a lil...that's why i was wondering why Siow Wie knew all this, she is the one who suppose to be celebrated! ok, its my beloved ex-roomie, Siow Wie's birthday today, somehow they celebrate for mine, belated bday! never expected it could be this sweet and warm. I am so touch when the bday song was sang....and a lil embarrassing too as im not used to the bday song, yet... its been an inveterate habit, tho. Well, anyhow i am so glad you gals made it, and appreciate it so much for this lil sweet celebration...

Hmm...let see...throughout 4 years here in uni dorm, you gals were the only roomies who have the heart to celebrate for me besides Ghing, roomie in year 2. Those was a sweet memories for me and would never deleted in my memory. Thanks to my coursemates too for the wishes.

Thank you guys!

Ouh before i forget...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOW WIE!

From left: Siow Wie, Yi Yew, me and Sek Kee

The lenglui, sweet gal, Siow Wie and I

The funny, strict-morality, hard working gal, Sek Kee and I

The hardworking, quiet, not actually quiet gal, Yi Yew and I

and....me....suprised by the cake with my name on it

Day in RECESS

2010-03-19T16:38:00.004+08:00

Throughout my fyp 2, i have been spenting much of my time in RECESS besides staying in room. RECESS is really a great place for a researcher, like what Dr Chan said, RECESS is functioning as a platform for students of all level to meet up, work and discuss. You meet bachelor degree students, master students, and even phd students from various country all over the world. One great thing for me is my wonderful supervisor, a rather thoughtful, caring and humble person. Honestly I never met such great person in my life. Lots of difficulties i faced during fyp, thesis, data analysis, but Dato' just calm me down and said everything will be alright. Sometimes we just need this kinda comfort, maybe for me...just all sort of problem i faced.

My cpu was broken down last night and all my data for the testing has completely gone, I was so stunned when i realised that I cant even turn on the cpu. It was a really terrific scenario i ever encountered. Fortunately the next day, Pn Salina, one of the RECESS laboratory helper assists me in changing to a new one, basically approved everything i needa use. (you know, black and white sometimes took a pretty long time to get things done, so i was totally skipped in this step, praise God). Managed to set things down, finally, and wish everything going smoothly. Presentation for the fyp 2 is gonna held in the next 3 weeks already, i have tons of work to complete, am quite tensed up actually.

Took some photos in RECESS today when finished up my works.

Sze Shan looked blur when the moment snap her :P

Pao and Bee Lin is discussing something...

My Rowe Cell equip

My new (which is actually an old one) cpu

A group of students from all levels.

Meeting Room in RECESS

Some students analysing their thesis

My supervisor, Prof. Dato' Dr. Ismail and I.

Friends of my batch, En Amir(lab assistance) and 'pengajar'

Pn Salina and Mr 'pengajar' (sorry cant remember your name:P)

p.s.: i Love RECESS as much as i love the people there!

Cherish yourself with The Secret

2010-03-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

From The Secret Daily Teachings

Our natural state of being is joy, and it takes so much energy to think negative thoughts, to speak negative words, and to feel miserable. The easy path is good thoughts, good words, and good deeds.
Take the easy path.

May the joy be with you,Rhonda ByrneThe Secret... bringing joy to billions

Quality is not an act. It is a habit

2010-03-09T15:12:00.002+08:00

Genius is one percent inspiration and 99 percent perspiration

Eerie

2010-03-06T17:39:00.003+08:00

i dun have time to blog but i must say this....

I have been rather busy for completing the thesis, assignment, projects, homework...and now am quite not in the mood to care for other stuff already...while i was so busy with all this stuff, there's these guys, strange guys who txt me and asked to go out for this and that...kinda like a date? ouh please, i just dont understand why these people are soooo darn free to 'patoh' in uni, i dont even have enough time for a proper meal, even when i was eating or sometime watching cartoon, my mind was thinking of my research! its annoying...i just dont used to say 'no' yet. (im learning hard)....so forgive me if i find excuses to hint u for the word 'no'...i wish you ppl werent here tonight! stay away from me please!!!!

Words for you...

2010-02-24T21:00:00.003+08:00

Be patient toward all that is unresolved in your heart and try to live the questions themselves as if they were locked room or books written in a very foreign languege.

Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them.

And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now...and perhaps then, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into your answers.

看到烦人的动物时，你可以向它说佛法。

2010-02-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

看到烦人的动物时，你可以向它说佛法:

XX动物，我现在就跟你皈依：-
皈依佛 – 不堕地狱
皈依法 – 不堕饿鬼
皈依憎 – 不堕畜牲
皈依佛竟，皈依法竟，皈依憎竟。

皈依教它发四弘誓愿：-
1。众生无边誓愿度
2。烦恼无尽誓愿短
3。法门无量誓愿学
4。佛道无上誓愿成

这样对它每句念三遍，念完后就对它开示。

XX动物，我现在为你皈依，你就不要再来给我们麻烦，如果是有什么差错，就不好再怪我们了。

白蚂蚁公，母，子，孙，哥，嫂，你们前辈子没修行，才会当白蚂蚁，你们都是佛弟子，你们要念佛，念阿弥陀佛，求愿往生极乐世界，才不用当白蚂蚁，不然几千年还是白蚁身。佛在世时，看一只蚂蚁，非常痛苦，我现在念给你们，你们也跟着我念；请释迦末尼佛，阿弥陀佛，观世音菩萨，龙天护法，将这些白蚂蚁皆带出去。

你若更功夫，若会持大悲咒，念一些大悲咒水，帮他们漉净，这些白蚂蚁不用三天就全部跑。

Missing My Old Time In MGSS

2010-02-13T01:30:00.004+08:00

Everyone has gone to bed already at this hour...not sleepy so grabbed the prosperity burger from McD and sitting all alone in the living room watching Princess and The Frog, it wasnt too bad, only thing is it has so much of singing part which almost make me fall asleep....somehow, i picked up my phone and starts browsing the net. Open up facebook page and pause at the 'search' column...then a name appeared in my mind: Wendy Chan. Somehow i miss her already. I miss the time when we were working hard decorating the hall during school annual sports day. We were from Yellow house-always the wining team!*proud proud* hehe. There has a brown old grand piano in the hall where we used to play some sentimental song whenever we free and met up especially during sports day. She is very good either in academic or sports. Throughout 5 years in Mgss, she was in first class and was the MGSS's best runner in spring event...we both represented Malacca district in 100m, 200m, 4x100m and so on....and i really miss the time when we trained so hard at the back of the school's field, resting under the huge tree which has over 100 years of history. chatting and sharing thoughts. Though she was 3 years younger than me but we really can mingle round. thought so* lol...cant stand her proud 'heng' sometimes also. Being so smart in studies, so good in piano, so cool in sports, and very pretty some more...of course will be proud a lil right?hah... hope u dont read this!lol you're so perfect to me! and im very proud of you. no doubt. In year 2003 after i left MGSS in form 5, we hardly keep in touch already till oneday when my male friend in form 6 asked me bout the god sister wendy, then only by that we starts keeping up a lil and glad that trough facebook i can know if your doin good by viewing at your photos...

Wendy and I-MGSS Sports Day 2003

Wendy and our senior (on the left side is Wendy's cousin, Sheerena Thein-wearin cap)

Athletic Chaptain of MGSS in Year 2003

Me-very dark uh?

MGSS Girl Guides

Me and my partner in 4x100m event

Michelle Teoh, Shereena, Me and god sis,Grace in Year 2001

Never forget to mention Grace, my good and favourite friend, lil god sister. lol she can sing pretty good in RAP song! R&B...whatever she is real cool. Michelle is another leng lui in MGSS, most of the MGSSian couldnt speaked very well in mandarin as they were brought up in Eng edu, so thats also the only time we were force to speak in english and you'll get used to it when people laugh at your wrong spoken one or your wrong pronunciation or grammer or whatever and correct it for you. Its embarrassing but somehow you learn and dare not repeat it again. Some of'em even laugh at you so loud like nobody's business. darn!haha...its just some memories of mine back in MGSS.

Dreams

2010-02-04T18:09:00.009+08:00

TOok a long nap this afternoon. I dream of a person, the one very close to me, no idea why u appeared in my dream,never thought of you before i sleep as we were too close.....from the moment i fall asleep till the moment i wake, the entire story was all bout me and you. haha...that was funny. my table and bed in the dorm was shift back to the old place which i do not really like it.(It moved itself). When i open the door, find it has another one to open and then i saw a place where it is completely strange, and i shut then open again, there go another scene...you pull me out and said lets see whats the place look like, then we explored...now there were 3 of us...and suddenly you hold my hand, not a tight one but you trying hard not to let it go...we were all alone now and clinging to each other, very sweet....and we went into a museum...its iron bridge museum how cool!...then you kept holding my hand as we walked, its embarrassing but you seems ok with it...and its so warm, my fingers were all freezing. Then we returned to the door, back to the dorm, and i was studying now, you were besides me...and i fall asleep again, you lean your head towards mine, we were so close that i can hear you were listening to Doin' Just Fine.

p.s.: It was so sad that you weren't that thoughtful and sweet in real. In fact, you were too cold towards me that we can hardly have a conversation.

Wish could have that Magic door.

Your the One

2010-02-04T02:20:00.003+08:00

Simple and nice...spot the front kitchen?feng shui said its gonna be at the back one so renovate it! lol

Gonna have U in NO time! ouh...a L shape garage can be constructed at the side, must be awesome then! hehe

Doin' Just Fine

2010-01-30T18:36:00.004+08:00

1. Had the breakfast there, had the lunch there, had some KFC packed back for dinner, everyone has already in the hall except me, rushed there with my laptop on, all of you were watching me, about 50 of you, listening to me, and couple of days later, some of you met me and called my name, 'hi sinmei' and gave me a strange smile and somehow i felt you treated me the different way as before, I am glad.

2. You choose me instead of her, you need me and we had a good chat at night, I am glad you are here with me. I have to really appreciate this moment.

3. You were sick, I am so sorry I didnt know that. I hope your ok now and I am sure you are.

4. I am sad because you dint know how important you are to me. I hope you will never know, its contradicting.

5. I will be strong and work hard, but I am just lazy.

6. As long as doin' just fine, I will pull through.

My wish

2010-01-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

I really hope that everyday is today...

Thoughtful

2010-01-26T21:10:00.003+08:00

Have you ever recieve a note that pasted on your desk and its written: "Just wake me if you need any help in the middle of the night" especially when your all sick....body is arching, and no way to get up but lie on the bed for the whole day....I am really impressed when i saw this note sticked on one of my roomie's table, joo pasted on suan's. Thats really thoughtful of u joo. Tho some ppl always recieved them but well...i think it is very special.

Listing

2010-01-20T09:19:00.002+08:00

I realised that its been a practice since I came back to campus. Due to my well arranged schedule by the faculty, I've few hours free in the morning, so every early morning, before running for some places; I would sit down infront of my desk and starts listing on the Post-it to make sure I've done the whole activities listed for each day. Its been keeping me well organised and the best and happy moment is when I came back to room, before prepare for the next day...the entire activities have been carried out and no any delay.

Try to list out things before you forget and make sure you carry out each activity, it is really encouraging to see you've accomplished without delaying your works.

Strange and funny

2010-01-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

Heres a lil funny thing i encountered tonight...
While having my dinner, there comes a guy, i knew him through my ex-roomie but can hardly see him, met him twice like only 'hi' or 'bye'....then he walked towards me and point his finger towards his lips, as if my mouth has got some dirt...'opss...you means....i haven finished my conversation and he interupted "do you put any lip balm or lipstick? "No! no of course! i never!"..."Why your lips are always so red?"...deng...what do you expect me to answer?

Glad

2010-01-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

Somehow i feel so warm tonight, I am very glad tonight and i felt extremely happy. Reasons? no...nothing...just after talking to mum on the phone I felt so alive...Everything i see is a smile...roomie's face reflected back to me with a charming smile...everything i sense tonight are just SOH colourful...lol thats very weird, I did nothing...read few pages of articles, prepared for tomorrow's class and lab to attend...let see....i have an idea....why not organise a SMILE SOCIETY in the uni just to teach the students to smile?ahah...i'll think about it then:)

Smile like them!

Jokes

2010-01-16T00:21:00.003+08:00

"Our daughter took the afternoon off from her job at the funeral home to visit her daughter in preschool. When one of the kids asked what she did for living, my granddaughter answered for her:" She sells underground furniture".

-By Sonja Barbot-

How to recycle?

2010-01-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

How well do you understand about recycle?
Lazy to collect and bring over to recycling area?
Find no place for recycling?
FInd no recycle bin?

What you, we all can do is simply

REDUCE OUR DAILY CONSUMPTION!

FOod...

2010-01-15T18:01:00.006+08:00

Durian Soup, very nice but unhealthy

look at the lunch i made in the campus...my favourite boiled potato and sweet potato

Taste better when black pepper is added, taste even nicer if you spread butter and cheese on it.

my lunch for today, vege pizza+coleslaw+mushroom soup+garlic bread

回答

2010-01-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

一句回答有那么的难吗？

Why do I attract mosquitoes?

2010-01-12T21:20:00.004+08:00

Well...last night was another 3 hours sleepless night..It is not known if mosquitoes have 'taste' preferences, but much research is being done to determine why some people, like me are more prone to being bitten. So far, scientists have uncovered several factors: for instance, genetics may have a role to play as people who emit larger amounts of carbon dioxide (acidic in anture) are apparently more susceptible, hey im a vegetarian! And contrary to what many think, mosquitoes are more attracted to a moving target than a person who is standing still! yes, i admitted im a lil hyperactive tho' even when i sleep, my leg moved.

New roomie

2010-01-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

I just find my mood back for bloggin'...so here we go the second post for today.

Finally in my final semester and my 'final' peoples im staying with in the final application of my final year accommodation in the campus...i can tell my new roomies are all really good and way better than the others...especially twon of them are really close and good to each other....as in they are very considerable of other people....they dont make noise...they shut the door silently...they help to collect the dry cloths when the other was not around...they packed meal for you if you haven taken any...they chat in silent mode...they sleep and wake the same time, they just do things together and always. I learn something from them - loving and caring and i wish i can find one friend like either one of'em.

Cheers sin mei!

Day without preparation

2010-01-08T20:20:00.006+08:00

Morning class went pretty good, the subject's chapter one is exactly the same as one of the subject in last semember. :)

I was asked to join in one of the meeting with my supervisor, the faculty deputy dean and assoc Prof Lee from Structural department this morning after my class. It was freaking good as in we were provided breakfast during the meeting, an informal one tho'. Somehow i gained something from this meeting, the topic they discuss is all about the university's project, one of the project that are having the memorandum of understanding with Sibu, peat research in Sarawak. As i said im not prepare for anything for this sudden not knowing what the meeting is all about, I was asked: How many population is there in London now?" gosh im stuned cause not knowing whats the actual figure....11M? btw,I realised that the way they construct the meeting are really different with how students constructed theirs. Its way different and way better. Pretty sad that i came across this that students could not still construct a proper meeting. We shall learn from them in the very first place before stepping into the real working world.

So again, im staying back in the campus for the sake of a meeting held at this hour, 9pm! else i would have like 'went' back home already. Yes, im going back home tomorrow! and im going to some places during this weekend for some destressing and avoiding the unhappy moment that disposed me to melancholy over here. sounds pretty sad huh?hope i'll pull through all this one day before the ending of the semester.

Still...you will notice my vexation due to my fyp, report...and u know what.

p.s.:i knew why im so prone to be bitten by the mosquitoes already....
and just to share with you: bath early or like before 6pm to avoid arthritis.its bad when you grow older.

Hard to bear

2010-01-06T00:10:00.003+08:00

-Feel pretty sad when a good friend turned into an enemy-
-Feel a lil strange for my new room, especially the mosquitoes they really REALLY like me, guess they are all falling for me already...sigh, its been 1 week and 2 days already-
-Things are getting a lil tight now though its just the beginning of the semester-

:(

White Christmas

2009-12-28T19:23:00.015+08:00

Its towards the end of year 2009, and christmas has just passed. How did you do this year?

For me...

2009 is a best year for me apart from all the sadness I gone through. Didnt do quite well for my academic results, seriously i try and work very hard...maybe im getting older? memory might covered with rust already, need some oil to boost it. Been meeting up people with different kind of personality, learnt to cope with tough and hardship. Really wanted to thanks my family for all the supports tho' i always dissapoint you. And many thanks to my friends, thanks for all the gift for my birthday, thanks for teaching me and shared me the thoughts. Know i have been a bad friends, the worse friend you'll ever had, I am really sorry for letting you down and perhaps making you cry, I will be a better person this time.

Susin and I celebrating 08'Christmas

Che and I went for cny'09 dinner

Roomie, Sek Kee, 3rd sem roomie, Melissa and I celebrating Mel's bday

Coursemates and I at Mersing attending surveying camp

My uni sisters and I enjoyed very much in the surveying camp

Surveying camp's groupmate, a very cooperative companies

Last day of Surverying camp

SIEM grand prom night at Muar, johor.

Wan Mei, Sze Mun and I attended 09' Orchestra workshop at Dorsett Hotel, JB

Raya Jamuan for orchestra students

Farewell to our respective lecturer, Ms. Balkis.

The best companies throughout my four year in the campus, Judith, me, Yen and Pao.

Economy Engineering subject's business-D'Snack

(Thanks to Selva, Uwa and Mesh)

Dean list award ceremony with my classmates

Well, had a very very special christmas this year, the best gift was the trip to London and Wales. You didnt know how much i spent in this trip, its horrible sum of money, but all really wanted to thanks to mum, dad and sis. Met some of the pretty good people in London, learning the different culture was fun, the food, the life style, the different color of people, of course some bad time too. There's once, the second day i was there, my roomie and I was confused of using which tube to Cyprus where UEL is located, and there's a white women in her late 50s, we walked towards her and tried to ask for the direction we wanted to head to, well...she's kinda a lil rough tho', "Please, no...im late" urm....it was a lil insulting for me really...maybe this could the my only bad experience there wish i will meet more nicer people. Ouh i must say this, Professor DC has been really kind and helpful to us, he is the most wonderful and humble person i ever met! How i wish there are more people like him. hmm...i missed the food and cold in London, as well as the night in Wales.

Sharon, my landlord and I at her home, Stratford

Attended some lectured in UEL, Cyprus, Dockland

DC and I standing on the Tower Bridge.

Me at Central London, behind:eye on London

Bicycle are all put under the shelter in UEL

Way out from Oxford Circus station

Ice-skating in open air, near to Natural History Museum.

Natural History Museum

My dinner-Sharon's cook: Pasta with Bread plus orange juice

Lunch at UEL canteen:Vegetarian Lazagna + Mesh Potato + Hot Chocolate

Inside Hamleys (biggest toy shop i've ever seen!)

Hi tes in the bar: The Sherlock Holmes

"Keep Right"

The underground, Tube

Fish and Chips for evening meal at Layton Road

Most beautiful Salmon decoration by DC and his wife, Anoma

King's Colledge

Night market near to King's Colledge

Blueberry bread and Wine cheese treated by DC

Usually in cold country where electricity is consumed to make the heater works so that it warm the entire house, but it aint the same in eco cabin in Wales where we were staying. We had a very good, open, personal talk or chit chating in the living room after the dinner in Wales, and it was like about 11pm plus and everyone has gone to bed. It was really cold at that time where the heater are no more working already, people are all fall asleep except me. Went to the living room to check if the wood is still enough to warm for the whole night. I never use those thing before and doent really know how to burn the wood. and so DC is about to go on bed he came out to check the fire, yes, they has a very special heater operator i call it. I stayed up till late at night in the living room, and even went outside the cabin where its freezing! Enjoyed the cold cool wind that hits on my cheek...Since it is called eco cabin so it is completely darkness outside and a lil scary too. Imagine that zero degree celsius, worn only a layer but i really missed that moment, alot. lol finished all the magazine provided in the living room and did some texting to friends i missed, too:P

Iron Bridge

Night chat in the living room of eco cabin, Mid Wales

Furnace used to burn wood to warm the cabin

Huge potato covered with butter, pepper and cheese for lunch in Wales.

Last met with DC and Anoma after came back from Wales, last snapped in UEL.

Beautiful christmas tree decorated by Sharon, me and Zu

Came back to Malaysia on the 15th, and the next day which is 16 i recieved a text from London saying the first snow flakes are just falling, Im dying of seeing snow and how unfortunate i came back a day earlier else i would have experience it this year. Anyway, it has a white christmas this year

On the boxing day, my family and i went to the Portuguese Settlement with DC's family for a christmas dinner, it is really a best place for dinner during christmas as when your eating, childrens, their parents, youngster as well as Santa were there to make it more merrier, fireworks are lights on, christmas music are playing, people were shouting and laughing...its real hard for a family to get together during special seasons so take this apportunities for a small reunion.

Portuguese Settlement, Malacca.

Professor DC, Anoma, Chaterine, and Dave

Sis, Mom, Dad and DC

Chaterine and Dave after the meal

DC love crab alot

Me, my family and DC's family at Portuguese Settlement, chaptured by the beach.

DC and dad

...the best part of Christmas is that happy family can all wrapped up together, so as you with your loved ones.

Merry Christmas once again...

here i come

2009-12-28T12:20:00.002+08:00

It was a terrible night. Came back to the hostel yesterday, got back the room that i gave up last semester, used up nearly 4 hours to clean up the room, and finally went to bed at bout 1am. Couldnt sleep for the whole night sigh, the mosquitoes were killing me. This is a totally sigh room, its the hell small creatures who are torturing me and the spoilt fan. Move into a new room, i have to re-adapt the new environment, the new people...officially recieved not a so good place as my corner is near to the corridor where people used to chat, loudly just right outside my window. Very annoying! ....and here comes the fly!

Twilight

2009-12-24T23:28:00.005+08:00

Its been for quite awhile that i did not catch up with twilight already. Bought New Moon novel last couple of days, after reading for few chapters, i decided to watch the movie. Could not able to buy the dvd in any of the retail store. Saw in every hmv shop in stratford, queensway, oxford street...etc everywhere every corner is full of Edward Cullen's 2010 calendar, Jacab's, Twilight's tee, etc...but not the new moon dvd and that is the reason i buy the book. I am into it now, kind of addicted to it tho. Now i am going to buy the next series which is eclipse. Wonder is it good compare to New Moon? I think the book have a better story than the starring movie.

tho' I am a fan of Jacob but this book isnt belongs to me

Ouh, Merry Christmas to all. May you have a joyous christmas. God bless yea

p.s.: if you need a lil jokes, watch this: Movie in Minutes Twilight (seriously very funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goix7jFXD9Q&feature=fvw

Merry Christmas!!!

2009-12-22T15:48:00.002+08:00

Mind is flooded with lots of things, unsettled report, front chapter of final year thesis have to undo-&-redo, etc.

Anyway, holiday is filled with all excitment, happy and special moments. The most wonderful time i had with the friends, lecturer and making new friends.

Christmas is approaching, every corner is filled with beautiful christmas decorations...especially the sales, year end sales where everyone are all desire for.

I am sure you are going to have a good time during this festive season...

Merry Christmas to you!

CONGRATULATIONS!

2009-11-24T00:53:00.005+08:00

wow....im so proud with it!!! the UTHM music bank string competition has won 2nd place!!!!!!! this is awesome!:D well done guys, and thanks West June so much for your help:) gonna buy you something from uk then haha good job!

Home Sweet Home

2009-11-21T13:47:00.005+08:00

Was pretty busy for the passed couple of days even after the final exam, there were so much of meeting here and there, model, music band string competition, practise, London's meetin' up... so much and endless list. Finally, a lil free today. Had a good breakfast with family and went to grandpa's house this morning. argh, yesh, its mega sales starting from today! Auntie and uncle are coming back from Johore, so we're all gonna grab a bite to eat at MURAH DAN SEDAP near to grandpa's place. He has been dreaming of eating over there since last couple of weeks already. And since everybody are back today, sis having school holidays already.yay! so gonna go for a lil reunion:D ouh yea, dad's gonna go to airport to pick up uncle Boon Heng tomorrow morning at 7am, auntie and grandma's gonna come along too. Another hectic but fun day i'll say. hah...its November now, its a good month...hope im recovering from the fever soon:) God Bless and Happy Holidays everyone!

Dinner together with all the orchestra members after the practise.

Meeting with Mr. Fauzi and some of the members of IAI London Programme.

Meeting with Ms. Tasha and the Senators for Uni's Model Event.

Meeting with Vice Chancellor, Dato Ismail and the senators.

Took this after having our lunch in Bilik Jamuan 1, DTII.

From left: Florence,Zuraida, Alkaf, Alin, me, Amie, Dato' Ismail, Raphael, Aussiff, Alvin and Farid.

Gonna be a busy day...my thoughts...

2009-11-17T10:16:00.016+08:00

Went to Library this early morning

Went to city to meet a friend for notes

Went to friends house to leave my things there

Went to the dentist clinic to clean the teeth

Packing things up

***************************

Going to hostel's office to sign for confirmation

Going to faculty for a meeting

Going to Recess for fyp

Going to have lunch

Going to friends house to return the book

Going to meet supervisor

Going to clear the room

Going to have dinner

Going to sleep...:)

I'm leaving this place soon, 4 years in the campus, you eat, you drink, you chat, you study, you listen, you read, you argue, you fight, you angry, you cried, you sad, your heart-broken, you talk bad bout ppl, you gossip, you sleep, you wee, you sweat, you fall, you bang the wall/column, you shout, you performed, you smile, you yawned in the class, you sneezed, you sick, you make friends, you teach, you socialized, you attached, you crashed, you did so much things you cant even imagined in the university...the footprints you made will never vanish in the air, it will stucked there for life, even if your no longer in the universe, you mean to the university. No matter how badly you do, you performed, you carry the name of the university, and no matter how weak, not-popular the university is, there must be someone who secceed, stepped out the university and become a well-known person or someone who contribute to the country with the knowledge one gained in the university. So, who are we? The university want us, and we need the university...

Happy Birthday to Chai Chin

2009-11-17T00:02:00.006+08:00

Hey, an early wish tho....ur leaving soon so just a small gathering and get together after our last paper...:) Happy Birthday in advance!

We had a great time together for the lunch today, in Mei Ling Restaurant. The menu is nice i can tell, but somehow i dont feel like eating meat after a month of being a vegetarian...felt like vomiting :( then night again, had yes, good dinner, fish cheese rice at Boston, hah...no no...not again here...gotta control the desire...

Anyway, its a not-so-happy day for me today...feel bad bout myself, did badly in exam. hmmm...and i lost my very own jade while packing up the stuff, the chain fall and couldnt find my jade no more...:'( what a sad thing uh....

feel like crying and shouting out loud...useless.....

"Do You Feel Me"

2009-11-15T18:41:00.001+08:00

Wish I could see through
See deep into you
And know what you're thinking now
And if I were to need it
I need some kind of sign
Let me know cause I can't read your mind

Are you in?
Or am I in this on my own?
I need some clue from you
Let me know babe

[CHORUS]
Do you feel you?
Do you read me?
Tell me am I gettin through to you
I wanna know,
are you with me?
Are you listening?
Baby, is my message gettin through?
Do you feel me baby, oh babe, cause I can feel you

You play it so cool
Won't let nothin' show through
Won't show what you're feeling now, no
And you like to keep keepin' me
Keeping me here in the dark
And I can't see through into your heart
Let me in, in on this mystery
Cause I just can't stay in this guessing game

[CHORUS]

And don't keep me hanging on the line, baby
Tell me if you want me
And if you don't just let me know
Just answer one question
Don't keep me here guessing
Tell me now

[CHORUS]

Its all about the day

2009-11-12T16:36:00.008+08:00

I dont feel quite well after had my lunch today, my heart's beeping faster and faster and i have difficulty in breathing.....what's wrong with me?

Thought that I've done reading for tomorrow's paper, of course not all :P I've skipped one chapter which i think it's gonna be tough and hmm...not so well recommend to answer tho', yes, and what's what?! they said that chapter will definitely out in final! uh...hmm...and yes, i'm kinda tensed up a lil now, i gotta read back all and weird thing i dont feel the paper is gonna be tough...at least it is not as difficult as the previous year questions.

So im room now, and onlining, know that having a paper on tomorrow i shouldnt go online...thats the principle rule lol...break it off, who cares!

Relax la....;)

Listening to: Do You Feel Me by Anthony Hamilton

Eco-house project gets under way

2009-11-10T20:09:00.004+08:00

Good news I'll be going to Mid Wales in middle December:) where one of the construction works are still, constructing is the Eco-house in Wales. below are some info i get from the net...just to share with you...

The volunteer says this is how the finished house will look

The covering will be wattle and daub mixed by hand

A traditional Celtic roundhouse is being built in mid Wales as an experiment in sustainable living.
A group of 12 volunteers will spend almost two weeks constructing the dwelling on land owned by the Primrose Earth Awareness Trust near Brecon.
The trust, an environmental education charity, works to raise awareness of sustainable living practices.
The house will have a wooden frame and will be covered in the customary hand-mixed wattle and daub.
Project manager Carol Levick said the wood would come from off-cuts of oak from a local sawmill and willow, cut on site, would then be woven around it.
"The volunteers will be mixing mud, straw, lime, and cow manure by trampling it together, and daubing the willow with the mixture by hand.
The trust says its aim is "to encourage a respect for the earth and an appreciation of the interdependence of people, plants and the environment".
It was set up in January 2000 on land that was previously part of Primrose Farm in the village of Felindre in Powys.
Much of the charity's work involves young people. School groups visit the site and trust staff going out to local schools to give talks.
The trust also runs courses on sustainable gardening and food production for enthusiastic gardeners and smallholders.
The two weeks of work on the roundhouse - which begins on Monday - will see the site transformed from just an empty field to a building ready for thatching.
While construction work is taking place, the trust will be open to visitors who can watch the volunteers and learn something about ancient Celtic skills.
Those taking part in the project include some who have come from many different parts of the world. There are also a number of local volunteers.

Its finally Exam week, and its NOV now!

2009-11-02T03:11:00.006+08:00

I've been hoping so much for Nov to come, and yes, finally...:D but still having a last, very last project which we haven done....argh...so much released...went back home the evening after our last test on Friday and its strange that when i was rushing back to home thru the old road in BP, it was hell jam and was stucked there for half an hour, its late, i remembered its already 7pm, well i dont usually drive at night tho'. So i made a u-turn and decided to use the highway!(very first time) hehe

JB or KL? (Thanks Wee Teck you remind me!wahaha, i wanted to go in the JB gateway at first!kinda blur tho')

Hah...one thing best being at home is you get to eat mum's cook! awesome!...its all vege!wahaha....which is wut i like the most=) thanks mum!

ouh and the soup! plus ready cut orange from mom:D:D

The next day we went for having some high tea near to 'KL', Kota Laksamana, and we just realised its a night market day, then i spotted this stall, YAO ZHA KUAI! argh....another of my fav'!

Bought too much and cant finish'em...anyone?lol

And this morning, went for window shopping, MP's front entrance was closed for renovation!i just get to know...means how long i never back home alry?!terrible...

Went and visit grandparents and 3rd auntie, some relatives has back too so we went for a small reunion at a vege restaurant in Batu Berendam. the food there...hmm...good serving, fast but somehow...it tastes awfully!

lol...anyway...its was great and really great being at home...i can hardly imagine one didnt back home for months esp students like in Sabah and Sarawak stuyding in Peninsular Malaysia or the other way round....i really gotta thank God for all the blessing:)

ouh and har...dad's gonna fetch me back to campus tomorrow morning for a meeting...i gotta go on bed already...Happy studying people...Good luck for the final exam and the meeting, too:D

Orchestra Tee UTHM has finally done

2009-10-28T20:42:00.002+08:00

For the orchestra members, you can collect your tee as soon as u can already....its finally done:D im glad its as expected tho'. many thanks to my friends and Wei Kwang=)

A Snack with Dr. Chan and Friends.

2009-10-28T19:24:00.005+08:00

Kinda tensed up tho' to meet her actually, but supprisingly she was really good! haha she treated me, the master and phd students a snack, or perhaps I called it late lunch. Pn. Azeanita joined us later on. All sorts of things we chat, from plant to fish, from books to cb(cirit-birit)-diarrhea, funny stuff i shall said. hmm...i shall reconsidered bout the degree of my tension stress, how high can i sustain...or should i considered to set a minumun of my stress level.wahaha....i looked tension?

Dr. Chan and Pn. Azeanita

From left:Phd student, Ms Toh, Master students Sze Shan and Bee Ling

Done with the PSM 1 presentation

2009-10-27T15:47:00.005+08:00

I AM GLAD! and I AM HAPPY!

Frankly, I did all the reading, searching from net, printing, reading...and almost used up a rim of A4 paper in 4 days before the presentation. Dont have the appetite, dont drink much water, even forget to shower!lol..just staring at the reference book, technical paper, seminar paper...though sometime dont even understand what's it all about!haha....

After few days of dreadful preparation....it finally came this morning. The title of my research is "Compressibility Characteristics of Remoulded Soft Soil". It is a really challenging title for me, totally blur on what should do at first...one thing to overcome this problem is to read more on the paper done by previous researchers, ask youself why you want to do the research? how are you going to do?where?what are the outcomes...then by that, you'll be familiar with your topic already.

What i wanna share here is, what are the questions asked by my panels (Dr. Chan Chee Ming, Mr. Zulkifli, & Mr. Nasir) this morning:
1. What stress you will applied on your samples?
2. How do you carry out the Liquid Limit test?what are the parameters you will obtained?
3. What is slurry?- Its LIQUID! remember this. and the liquid limit:can be MORE THAN the LL.
4. References-must be (surname, year)!
5. Have you ever find out that other researchers has done some similar topic with yours?
6. Do more reading on topic that relevant to yours...international journal on xxx.
7. more and i cant really tell here cause its very specific to my title.

Anyway...GOOD LUCK to those who haven done theirs...you can do it!!
Best of luck and all the best!:D

Farewell Ms. Balkis-the best lecturer i ever met!

2009-10-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

and your gonna miss alot alot...

We WISHES U all the very best in Ireland:D

Carnival PKSK

2009-10-22T10:31:00.007+08:00

Finally end the dreadful week...done the most critical test last night, wanted to stress out bit so i went to the carnival pksk closing ceremony. Students were performing, and what impressed me the most is the fireworks!!!how awesome!you get to see the fireworks right infront of your eyes, only bout 8 meters away from where it was lighted up.yay...i feel pretty good and so snaped some photos, here you go...

From left: Siow Wie, me, Suan, Joo, Selva and Uwa.

another chaptured

Better look on this one=)

Roomie Siow Wie and I

Roomie Sek Kee and I

Nah...what can u expect when your in fourth year?busy life, no time gathering, no activities, quit all the society cause your hell busy with the fyp and studies?most of the people think that you shouldn't join all sorts of club, no way of goin' out just for a dinner gatherin'...no no to fourth year students! hey, you should actually enjoy these days!go and have as much fun as possible...join as many society as possible, experience yourself with a real sense of commitment to the task given! its a school life, cause you wont even have a second of this moment when your in working life later. Recently, yea kinda weird I admire both my lecturer, one is a miss lady and the other is my respectful professor. Worse case is this lady would be my panel for the fyp presentation which is gonna held next Tuesday! She is very strict as i heard from friends and senior, taught me this sem in Foundation Engineering. I just like the way she speaked in class, the way she made jokes, thought yes, strict but funny. I used to and always tell my family bout these two lecturer. Both were graduated from UK, permanent gov servent, financially stable, travelled all over the world...hah, really good looking, handsome, pretty, thoughtful, attractive, and generous. ok, they would probably be my future mentor tho:D haha...so damn glad =P

UTHM Basketball Match Champion

2009-10-14T20:06:00.002+08:00

HAH!COngratulatiONS to both the team, majority civil engineering students tho'!hehe...well, my team has all the 3 electric&electronic, mechanical and civil engineering students. while the boy's team has all civil engineering students. We ROCKS man!this is the 13th-Sport Carnival, and also my last chance to take part in uni's sport competition alry. Im going to graduate soon!!!i'll miss here badly:') anyway, well done guys!my friends, u guys did really good today. Roomie and i stayed and watch the full match today, and also there're prize given ceremony after the final match. share with you some photos i took...will upload more in facebook later...:)

The Medal - Johan (champion)

Bola Keranjang-Basketball

Roomie and i, we won!:D:D

The Champion

another chaptured

Can you?

2009-10-14T00:18:00.004+08:00

why cant u give me a lil comfort whenever i need it?
Can you sounds like you care when u txt?
Can we share the thoughts?
Can you tell me how u feel?
Can you show me you really care?
Can you smile when we meet?
Can you make me smile?
Can we be the same like the first day we met?
Can you?

I've done another paper today, and im glad i can do it, its the most tough subject thruout the 4 years. feel pretty good when listening to A Smile Like Yours, i thought of letting myself rest for a day, and works will only continue on tomorrow. I thought of txting someone i really missed, I thought of letting things go, I thought of asking you for a drink, I thought of going for a grand dinner, I thought of drinking wine, I thought of going for shopping, i thought of getting a set og fillet-o-fish right away for supper....i though of many many things.....i just feel good though there're so so so very many things out there waiting for me to do, 2more papers next week but hmm...im going back home to celebrate deepavali! :D

Happy Divali to u and everyone especially the indians:D Im sure u'll enjoy the day despite of all the works, deadline...enjoy the weekend!

Libra Vs Pieces

2009-10-13T10:00:00.006+08:00

Out the of 6 selected students who will join the first programme organised by 4 students >> soon to be the history person in uthm civil eng faculty (*proud proud*), 3 of them are libra-born!lolx, ok im not saying libra isnt good or bad, but i just have this perception that they were just too realistic. They wont pay attention to your convey if they found that your actually talking craps or nonsence. Everything they do, there must be a purpose, or perhaps benefit to'em. I find myself cant really work with the libra, its hard for me to talk to'em, or even share a thought. tough thing. But if your a team with them, hmm...they have a really high commitment towards the task given to'em. Thats the good part of libra tho', and they're fair, fair in the sense that they wont side any site but the truth. im kinda admire these people tho'(admire and own perception is 2 diff thing), they have the social capability, able to mingle round perfectly, extremely smart and alert, ouh and very good looking. So pieces and libra'll never be good, pieces like to imagine, live in the dream, not realistic, libra hates all these. Apart from that, pieces are really sensitive, they tend to take words seriously, libra always give hints and when pieces cant catch the signal libra sent, this would probably turn into famous cultural of misunderstanding. Anyway, pieces is always one soft-hearted person, they forgive people easily as long as u apologize, one word "sorry"...decade-long of misunderstanding can be forgiven (kinda hate this tho' cause im one of'em).

Im not sure all libra are like this, but as far as i know, as i met, mostly are like this.
wutever....lets cheers!=)

Selected students for UK programme has out.

2009-10-12T13:30:00.002+08:00

Im gald that these 6 students deserve their best!congratulations to them and once again i need to remind you the meeting at 5pm later held at the RECESS to discuss further bout the progress and so forth....pls attend and be punctual!
thank you...im kinda excited tho' haha...ok right...well, c yea later.

p.s.: thanks for the comfort ppl:D im alright and i dont wanna think bout it which is truely heart-broken me.lolx hey wut?im goin off soon! in the library now....gonna be another hectic week tho', i hate this part right here:( bla bla bla Nov please come asap!

双鱼座二：独行侠的一周

2009-10-10T18:40:00.002+08:00

Are you A Pisces? these are wut they say about Pisces from 3 March to 10 March....

　　3/3-3/10

　　黄道宫位置：约在双鱼座11-21度
　　季节：冬末
　　元素：水
　　主宰行星：海王星
　　象征符号：鱼
　　理解事物的方式：感受

　　双鱼二以“独行侠”为其中心形象。以人的一生来看，这一周差不多相当于80岁这个非常有威严的年纪。在这个年纪，人们可能会觉得已经能与所有的事物合而为一，可是与人类的世界却反而变得愈来愈远。这时可能很多朋友，甚至是自己的老伴都已先走一步，只留下自己一个80几岁的孤单老人。这种情形对心理与身体都会造成很大的考验，所以此时更难对人生保有积极的看法。有些人这时只想要有个善终就很心满意足了，而有些人则会把握机会，享受最后这一段无事一身轻的日子，并因此而感受到一种全新的自由。
　　这一周象征了非常年迈的老人对于纯心灵满足的追求，以及他们愈来愈孤独的人生。思想中满是创意与幻想，思考着死后的报应或奖赏，对于事物本质的美有更深刻的体会等等，这些都是这个年纪的特色。
　　双鱼二常常活在自己的世界里，不只内心世界是如此，他们的家也等于是隐居的地方，几乎都不让别人去拜访。比较健康的双鱼二会把时间平均分给工作和社交活动，可是比较调适不良的双鱼二则往往会选择过度地孤立自我。
　　双鱼二对于肤浅的事物是打从骨子里讨厌。他们不信任那些喜欢大声嚷嚷、做事过分急进、又带给别人压迫感的人，而且也觉得无法和那些不够敏感的同事合作。这并不是说他们不够积极或没有雄心壮志，只是对他们来说，做事的方法比做什么事更为重要，所以他们不是那种为达目的不择手段的人，诚实、高雅的本性、以及对美与道德的坚持，都使他们不愿玩阴的，也不愿去伤害别人。不过双鱼二也可能会借着一些反社会的行为来表达他们对社会规范的不屑，而且做得好象是在维护自己的权益一样。他们做事时常表现出一种优雅的气质，而且对于肢体语言的表达也特别有天份，不管是运动也好，舞蹈也好，甚至是更为刺激感官的身体活动，他们都相当擅长。这一周出生的人是美的崇拜者，特别是人与绘画之美，而且他们的家和环境也常都表现出某种特别的风格。
　　双鱼二情感极为丰富，这一点可以从他们对于音乐的喜好，以及对他人不幸的同情看得出来。他们通常都相信，人生不是只有享受而已，每个人一定都有自己应受的苦难，唯有经历了这些苦难之后，才会有苦尽甘来的一天。这一周出生的人，一生中最少会经历一次重大的精神打击，这可能是身体受伤或疾病，也可能是父母或朋友的突然死亡。通常这类打击都是像晴天霹雳一样说来就来，可是他们的复原能力也很强，可以很快地从打击中恢复正常。他们就像猫一样有九条命，而且注定会在遇到磨难时派上用场。
　　双鱼二把寂寞(他们很少如此)和独处(这才是他们常做的事)分得很清楚。他们就是自己最好的朋友，可以花上好几个小时，甚至是好几天的时间一个人独处，也许是看看书，也许是做自己的工作，反正他们就是不需要找人说话就是了。他们的朋友都知道他们什么时候想要独处，而什么时候想要人陪，也会慢慢学会不要侵犯到他们的私密空间。在工作上，他们很适合做没有契约束缚的自由工作者。不过如果他们是受雇于他人，那每天起码也需要有几小时可以完全自由运用。
　　双鱼二个性中比较危险的一点就是，他们很容易上瘾，不管是酒、毒品、甚至是性爱都有可能。不过这些东西所带来的愉快，大多对他们有益。双鱼二多半希望能够暂时地完全释放自我，其实这种感觉本身并不是坏事，重要的是追求这种感觉时不要过份执着就好了。如果说双鱼二在极度释放自我后仍能继续前进，那他们在人生的发展中就可以继续保持最佳状态。可是如果他们一直都无法从个人的苦难中挣脱出来，就可能长期地自怜自艾。
　　其实说起来双鱼二对别人的要求也只有一点，就是别人不能企图去改变他们。可是真实生活中却往往事与愿违，所以他们常会因此吃尽苦头。为了要使自己舒服一点，或为了不让别人失望或受到排斥，他们可能会放弃自己的理想而去追逐金钱，或是躲到自己充满幻想的内心世界，专注于想象力和美的探索。其实可能的话，这一周出生的人应该从事那种对他们有一些基本的要求，可是又不会剥夺想象力的工作。这样的工作可以使他们的生活过得平稳而又安定。
　　在独行侠这一周出生的人朋友很少，不过大多很亲密且忠实。许多这一周出生的人不喜欢大家庭的聚会或社交活动。他们比较喜欢和少数人共享亲密的关系，像是和伴侣、朋友、爱人、或重要的家人等等。他们很擅长与别人做深入的互动，而且唯有在和别人一起共享喜悦并分担哀愁时，他们才会觉得快乐。
　　在爱情上，或许是因为这一周出生的人比较懂得享受与体会情感，也或许是因为比较无法抗拒感官的诱惑，所以他们比较容易迷上漂亮的脸蛋、性感的声音、或诱人的身材。他们一旦爱上一个人后，就像上瘾一样，而且这种瘾不是毒品或酒精所能比拟的。为了这份爱，他们可能会尝尽从嫉妒到憎恨的各种痛苦感受，不过一旦他们决定要重获自由，就会极度地渴望解脱。如果他们的朋友或伴侣个性比较实际一点，就可以拉近他们与现实世界的距离。此外，小孩子也可以帮助他们将自己对大自然的惊叹和敬畏与他人分享。
　　优点：感情丰富、与人亲密、姿态优雅
　　缺点：喜欢隐居、对世界失望、易陷入苦恼
　　建议试着让自己的想法实际一点。不要理会任何想逃避的欲望。向世界开一扇窗，继续争取他人的信任和接纳，但是记得也要为自己争取权益。提升自己的社会地位可能会让事情做起来更方便。你所受到的苦难可能极为普遍，而且也不是不能避免的。
　　情侣：金牛座三、双子座二、巨蟹座一、巨蟹座二、处女座一、天蝎座一、双鱼座一、双鱼座二
　　夫妻：白羊座二、金牛座二、巨蟹狮子座、狮子处女座、处女座二、天蝎座二、天蝎射手座、射手座二
　　朋友：白羊座三、金牛座一、金牛双子座、巨蟹座三、狮子座二、天秤座一、天秤座三、射手座三、射手魔羯座、魔羯座二、水瓶座二、水瓶座三、水瓶双鱼座
　　家人：双子座三、处女座三、射手座一、魔羯水瓶座
　　同事：白羊座一、双子座一、狮子座一、天秤天蝎座、天蝎座三、魔羯座三、水瓶座一

HAPPY BURPHDAY to my loved one.

2009-10-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Just WANNA SHOUT to you HAPPY Birthday!!how i wish you could read this...and of course you would read this:D Wanna thank you for caring me so much....you are the MOST MOST wonderful person in this entire planet to me!Love yea lotss...and God bless yea all the time.
This post is specially for you my beloved one :)

Student's Activity Carnival

2009-10-07T22:58:00.006+08:00

Night captured in UTHM campus

Roomie Siow Wie and KJ

Roomie Siow Wie and Sek Kee

Courseking Kwang and fyp partner Alvin

Ever Best Ju and i

We are the BEST, Loving, or caring Club? wut i know is WE CARE FOR YOU, THE WORLD!

Hah, SIEM committee members, and me, the random one.

Uwa the good and helpful guy and me

adorable Ooi, me and uwa (haha...ooi, jgn lebih-lebih!)

Two sweet lil ladies =P

Cute Martina and i

coursemates and i, the hiking club

night scene in the campus

oh and the last snapie with another adorable suanlin:P

A best day for a Newspaper

2009-10-04T16:10:00.004+08:00

I've no idea why im so keen to buy The Star today, maybe i've missed the world news about the terrific earthquake disaster happened in Indo last couple days? maybe....Not much news about it though, the front page is all focused on the SMART team that was sent all over to help the victims. What interests me the most is the Startmag section, i think you should get one of today's. There were plently of good stories, tears somehow flow down my cheek when i read one of the article at the last page where the story were about these twins who frought from lunch to dinner plate, practically everything. And when one finally need to leave to somewhere for further studies, the other starts to miss him so much. its not a very touching for some people, but somehow i just think of my family and miss them very much. Its true what people say: absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Another one that caught my attention was Club-ful-of-joy, i wish i could be like them when im in the working life later, they can mingle with each other so well which we could hardly find one in this everything-reality world, no money no talk or no benefits pls stay away. Even in the campus, i couldnt tell if u can find one truely, kind, helpful, thoughtful friend even if you would have to dig a million miles deep down the earth. Its just very very tough...

The other story that interests me was the gender agenda, everyone has great worth and deserves to be treated with respect. It does not matter if you like certain people or dislike them, know them well or just a little bit, agree or disagree with their thoughts. You need not judge them without knowing them more deeply. frankly i dislike person simply judge oneself without having better knowledge of that person, its like an insultation, too bad.

Couple weeks ago, dad and mum went to seek our home doctor for some advises on task to keep onself safe and protected from infectious diseases and making sure that health problems are not exacerbated while travel more so now with the swine flu pandemic. Doc insists that one must be injected some necessary vaccines when travel, before that prioritisation is necessary to determine which vaccine we need. Some guideline: healthy globetrotter is shared in Starmag page SF2, it is a pretty useful tips for travellers.

More to go if i were to continue....the numbness part in SF4 was also a very good health info to share. we tends to take things easy without knowing how badly the consequences would be especially the healthy issues for a youngster nowadays. At least, you should know why sometimes we have this transient numbness. its always good to be safe than sorry right?

Argh....its rainning again...:) love the cold weather :D
time to get back to desk and do some revision alry.
Good luck for those who have test and exam and wutever you are doin and goin to do=)
God Bless yea!

Warm dinner with my coursemate

2009-10-01T21:38:00.004+08:00

I finally made my promised to go for a dinner with my coursemate. My bad guys, sorry for the fake promised i shall say?well, i've been busy la okay hehe...anyway...its a very random one last night and hope we can go for some grand one next time before graduate? it will be a lifetime memories for all of us tho!:D cheers my BEST buddies! and we rocks!

Ju and I (:

The only four chinese ladies in the class;D Ju, me, Yen and Pao

Sam and Ju, sweet couple:)

sorry guys i must resize this so that people wont get to see clearer wut u guys were showin with your fingers except for Raphael!whahaha...

Great Responds from students

2009-09-29T22:14:00.005+08:00

As i walked towards my car after the night class, i saw a crowd of students, who were also just finished their classes gathered infront of a notice board. Then i walked passed by, they were all chatting, discussing and i can see they were so excited with the London programme.

We are, i shall say I, am so very happy to see such a good responds from the students. The advertisement has just been done by this afternoon after 2 days of editing and adding and runnin back and forth between the dorm and the faculty to get it done perfectly. Proposal has also been done, from the early of the semester until now. I really have to thanks to my director of this programme who really work hard and also to the comittee members. We rocks! and this afternoon we've just got the permisson from my advisor that a certificate will be given out to all the selected students who manage to go to this programme.

Some students said to me "London only?i rather go to other places", "nah, i dont see anything interesting in London, its just a city area" things like this....well, im really sick of these people's responds as in you dont appreciate the opportunities given to you and the hard works of the students who came out with this ideas and also the contribution of the university! what on earth do you expect to pay for a trip cost only RM 2k for you to stay in UK for 2 weeks? and the flights is extremely expensive during the month of December due to the Christmas season.

Anyway, I hope students can grab this opportunities to show off yourself that u deserve a place among the 6!

p.s.: ouh and i gotta tell you that if ur interested in it, you've gotta write an essay of fewer than 200 words on "why you wanna go to this programme" the more formal kinda question is written in the form where u can get it from the faculty or direct towards me. mail me at smlim_girl@hotmail.com if you need further info or u can refer to the blog i created in http://www.uthm-london.blogspot.com/.

My Doggie

2009-09-27T23:52:00.004+08:00

My lovely little doggie! :D

She was wearing the protection glass dad gave me....

Malam Kebudayaan UTHM-Buka Puasa

2009-09-17T23:55:00.006+08:00

Recieved an invitation text from Mr.Bait today to attend a Cultural Ceremony - for Buka Puasa. They have a table for orchestra members so of course i attended after basketball practised with friends for sport carnival. Dinner served at 7.10pm, it was a great one! Nasi bryani, rendang chicken, dal etc....the organiser wants me to invite my friends as well, so invited 2 of my roomies, joined in the orchestra table. we really had a nice time buka puasa with the malays. Also, discuss about the Orchestra tee, and all of us agree on this. the world recognised logo, for musician. the idea came from our band master, part of it i designed...(sorry we gotta change again (: ) and everybody agreed:D the UTHM Orchestra Logo: *hope u'll like it too

the orchestra table:from left:Trumpetist Sadzul, Trombonist Ridhwan, Trumpetist Fakrul, Trombonist Maggie, Violinist Bel, me, roomie Siow Wie and Sek Kee, Drummer Kie Yung, and Flutist Joseph (these last 2 members are the new members of our team). There are many more of them are not attendin'.

The big boss of PKSK(right), Left Mr. Bait. the rest are orchestra member too, bassist Mr. Nizam, the one in red Manchester United tee (loyal football fans!).

Choir group, alot are absence as well.

Tasha(Right) with the PKSK staffs.

My best friend Kak Wawa( left) with her friends, staff of PKSK too.

Restless

2009-09-16T01:53:00.005+08:00

More than 20 copies of not related journals 'laid' on my table and bed...only few are useful for my fyp...arghh....and im rushing for all the chapter now. well i'll post on web later on when i done...desperately need someone to read and give comments. So soon we are already in the middle of September, i was like kinda free though?...am actually try not to worry too much and carry on with my daily routine...things goes pretty smooth so far only that im restless...its nice to sometime keep ourself busy...and you'll like wow, i actually done so much!you cant even imagine you did it but u actually do. so awesome huh! right, just do your best and things will go the way u want it to be.

Orchestra UTHM Tee

2009-09-08T18:21:00.007+08:00

Hi there....in case u wanna see the design...here is the tee you will get as soon by next week. Has been approved by En.Bait and also En. Shahrim.

The front logo

A tenor sax logo at the back with your name sew and also which musician u belongs to :D

Its the theme color of PKSK, which suppose to be White/Sea Blue/Grey. So i design it in grey + dark blue for collar...wut u think?:D

Another hinder

2009-09-07T19:46:00.004+08:00

"Reciprocal....its for the mobility of students..."...its nono tings....i was told. We was told.
So...what are we up to now? Im still puting a high hope on it, i can see there's still some light at the end of the tunnel.

Im always slow in catchin up ppl's conversation...and it was really embarrassing when we had this conversations with prof D.C. just now. tried hard to listen to wut he said but sometimes just couldnt catch it...haha..its freaking embarressing!

Praying hard and Good Luck

p.s.:well, we managed to talk to DVC today, face to face. she is really great.

Bored Weekend

2009-09-06T19:32:00.003+08:00

This is the first weekend i stayed back in campus, besides doing fyp, i was watching the movie most of the time. haha...well, i've got a big plan for tomorrow.I gotta ready myself to meet a person, someone who will bring brighter future for me and also my friends. guess its all gonna be a good news...i'll tell u later. well, its pretty cool today as i managed to eat McD!wahahaha....Alvin fetched me and my roomie out for dinner after an important discussion with 3 of my fyp groupmates. nothing much i can share...its just that i really hate the day without my family. tho i suppose to be at home but due to the sick fyp. at least, done my chap 1.hehe..yea, peoples has done all the 3 chap but its like so darn hard for me to even done one. so sad uh. wutever, pray hard and for the best for tomorrow's meeting. God bless.

My "working" place

2009-09-03T17:34:00.005+08:00

I was in the Recess the whole day except for lunch in the campus today. Was told that we can bring over the pillow if we like to. haha....right, not funny though its really comfortable in it, fully air-conditioned, the best laboratory in the campus i shall considered. The final year project or so called undergraduate project or we normally called it PSM in the campus, is one of the most tiring project throughout the four years. Few weeks ago my supervisor has ordered the technician in the lab to get me a table, a good computer and well arrange all my equipment which i would be the only one who is using it for my psm. And i called it my working place cause i would probably stay in there besides attending for classes. Room will be my 3rd home now.hehe....say no to library due to H1N1(i really scared). so come to the Recess and visit me. And ouh, i'll be playing with soil, soft soil, study everything about soil, make friends with soil and u name it. Research on soft soil isn't an easy task....it is the most difficult work for me tho'...especially the behavior of the soil...u'll never know because it is natural resources, tiny lil particles...i chose soil because it is special, it has the thing the speciality where no one have it, and it can be very serious, if you doesnt know it well, then u'll get into trouble, totally into deep trouble.

This is my personal PSM research place in one of the RECESS corner

I'll be testing Marine clay by using Rowe Cell, and this is my desktop which is fully connected to the Rowe Cell equipment and it continous functionin for the whole week.

p.s.: well Alvin has got a brand new machine which cost more than a hundred million!

Glad

2009-09-02T23:56:00.008+08:00

Im pretty glad today as i recieved three biggest gifts in this new term. One is the text i got from someone special which it brighten up my life and days...the second was the letter i recieved from the faculty which would probably bring brighter future for myself...and the third one was the luck, as in it was so coincidence that i went to the sv's room today (i actually turned back while on the way back to room) and met another two of my friends in his room and they were like in the middle of discussing somethin'...and i joined. Then i got to know and catched some important and useful knowledge plus news....lolx. hehe...

Packed my things and tidy up my car...pumped up my bicycle's tyre, stuffed my sony camera in my right middle pocket of my pant...and off i went cycling in the evening(one day after the test 1...wheww finally!)....these are the pictures i chaptured on the 26 July 2009 and also today. so you can compare the before and after....which i think its really interesting:) enjoy viewing:)

Constructions are all fully constructs on the soft Marine clay in the UTHM campus

Library and FKAAS Faculty which under construction, still*

UTHM Brand New Library

Before & After...
I really have no idea on what building is this hehe

ouh...and this...are those the same person on 26/7 and today?hehe...